Chapter 23
23
Penny
That’s what he says, but everything in the room says otherwise. Firstly, he smells delicious. He always smells wonderful, but that sea-breeze laced with pepper scent of his is especially pronounced today, like he splashed an extra dollop of cologne on after shaving. And he
has
shaved. His normal five o’ clock shadow is gone, revealing that jawline which makes me swoon. On the other hand, the scruff on his jaw always makes me wonder how it would feel to have him draw that roughened skin between my thighs. My pussy clenches on cue, even as my heart feels like it’s breaking. He’s made it clear that the only reason I’m here is work related. Nothing else. I swallow around the ball of emotion in my throat, then paste that bright smile on my face.
"Don’t do that." He frowns.
"What?"
"Don’t smile when you really want to throw something at me."
My lips freeze in the curved shape they took on earlier. "I don’t know what you’re talking about."
"You put on a front to the world. Pretend you’re happy and sunny and everything is going to be okay, when inside, you’re really raging and angry."
This time, I do wipe the smile off my face. "You don’t know me at all." I begin to push past him, but he grabs my wrist. Electricity shoots out from the point of contact. He must feel it, too, for his nostrils flare. He lets go of me at once, and instantly, I miss his touch. Which is crazy. How could I have let him get under my skin so quickly? Especially since I’m not sure if I like him.
"You’re right, I don’t."
I blink. "You agree with me?"
"Why do you sound surprised?"
"Because you haven’t agreed with a single thing I’ve said since I came to work for you."
He seems taken aback again, likely because I’ve never been this upfront with him. But being away from the office has eased the atmosphere between us. It feels less formal, and he feels more approachable. It may also be because he seems a little more at ease in these surroundings.
"You’re right again. I’m not easy to be with. It’s not that I’m not aware of it."
"So, you just don’t care?"
"Not particularly, if I’m being honest. I’m too focused on ensuring I get ownership of the company from my father."
"And that’s important to you?"
"It’s the most important thing in my life right now," he admits.
"Or, maybe it’s a way for you to avoid facing the trauma you’ve been through?" The words are out before I can help myself. And…maybe that’s good. Maybe, he needs to hear it from someone. Only, the way he firms his jaw and narrows his gaze on me indicates he’s far from happy with what I said. It’s easy to see the faults in someone else. It’s much more difficult when you’re on the receiving end.
"I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that."
"No, you shouldn’t have, but then, I don’t expect anything from you but the unfiltered truth. It’s refreshing, especially when compared to how most people prefer to be evasive about the thing that’s bothering them the most."
"That’s me, unfiltered." I raise a shoulder. "It’s gotten me into trouble more than once."
"It shows you have a pure heart." He frowns, as if he’s not happy about what he’s said.
"Don’t worry, I won’t hold what you said against you." I allow myself a small smile.
He holds my gaze. "Going back to your earlier comment… We don’t know each other that well, which is why you're here in the first place."
"I’m here to find out more about you for the profile," I correct him.
"I’d like to propose a quid-pro-quo. You get to find out things about me for the profile and I get to know things about you so we can work better together as a team."
"And if I say no to the latter?"
"Are you saying no?" The skin around his eyes creases. Clearly, he’s amused by the possibility of me denying him something.
"I’m saying"—I stab my thumb over my shoulder—"I’m hungry. Aren’t you going to feed me?"
* * *
"You like James Hamilton’s food?"
I survey the plate of food he’s placed in front of me. It holds a burger and fries, the posh version—my favorite meal. I glance up at him. "How did you know?"
He raises a shoulder.
"Did Abby tell you?”
He doesn’t reply, and I assume that’s how he found out. I’m not sure how I feel about him finding that out. On the other hand, he made the effort of asking her. He heads back inside and returns in a few seconds with his own plate. I’m seated at a table that’s been set up for two on one of the terraces adjoining his penthouse. Yes, there's more than one. The one I’m on adjoins the kitchen. It has spectacular views of the city and is set up with patio heaters. I’d peeked into the kitchen to find him pulling the food from warming trays carrying the Michelin-starred chef’s logo. Knight places his own plate of food opposite me, then takes his seat. "I’ve known James since university."
"Along with Cade and Declan?"
He nods.
"You’re close to Cade and Declan, aren’t you?"
"They’re like brothers," he confesses.
"But you haven’t been spending time with them."
He narrows his gaze. "You’ve been taking to Abby?"
"Guilty." I hold up a hand. "Sorry, it’s none of my business."
He rubs the back of his neck. "I know my sister is worried, but you can reassure her, I'm doing fine."
I glance at the view then back through the doorway and through his kitchen to what I can see of his duplex penthouse. "You seem to be doing more than fine."
"You like the space?"
"It’s gorgeous. I’ve never been this high in London before." Notably, there aren't any paintings or art or any other form of creative work on the walls, no pictures or anything that hints at this being his personal space. But I’m not going to tell him that.
"This is the highest penthouse in the city," he informs me.
I turn to glance at him. "It is?"
"We
are
at The Shard, the tallest building in the city, and this penthouse—more specifically the rooms on the second floor of the duplex"—he nods in the direction of the L-shaped hallway upstairs that looks down on the living room space—"are on the topmost floor."
"Right, I knew that. I mean, I knew this is the tallest building, and I did notice we came right to the top, I just didn’t connect the dots fast enough in my head." Which is typical of me. I never seem to see things which are right in front of me. Like the fact that the sexy, gorgeous, complicated man sitting in front of me is definitely out of bounds. I’m helping him to find a wife, which reminds me. "I guess we should get down to work." I reach for my phone which is on the table next to me, but he beats me to it.
"Let’s eat first." He picks it up and slides it into his pocket. "No phones at the dining table."
I laugh. "Is that a rule your parents imposed?"
He frowns as he walks around to take his seat. "My father was never home enough for us to eat dinner together."
"He was too busy working?"
"He was… busy." Knight reaches for the bottle of champagne and pops the cork, then pours the bubbles into my flute, before topping himself up.
"So, not a date, huh?" I allow myself a small smile.
He rewards me with a slight upturn of his own lips on one side. "It’s a working dinner… And good food and drink help the creative workflow."
He raises his glass, and I clink mine with his. "To getting to know each other better." I take a sip of the sparkling wine and the flavors of citrus and peach, combined with something nutty, almost toasty, and woven through with unmistakable scent of roses teases my palate. "Oh, my god." I close my eyes and groan. "This is incredible." I make a humming sound, and when I open my eyes, I find him staring at me.
"Sorry, that was a rather un-sophisticated demonstration of how much I like it."
"You can be unsophisticated anytime," he says in low voice. My nipples bead, moisture laces the space between my legs, and I squeeze my thighs together. His eyes flare. The air between us grows heavy with unsaid words. I feel like I’m swimming through a thick syrup to get to a place I’ve never been before. The silence stretches. The hair on my forearms rises. My scalp prickles, and every cell in my body seems to light up under his single-minded attention.
I’m the first to glance away. I reach for my flute and take another sip of the bubbles. When I look up, he’s busy cutting into his steak.
"Don’t you want to marry for love?"
He pauses with his fork halfway to his mouth, then slowly completes the action. He chews, swallows, then reaches for the next forkful. "I’m not keen on marrying, per se, or having children. The only reason I’m doing it is because—"
"You need to protect your ownership of the company. I’m aware of that. But haven’t you wanted to find the right woman and find love?"
"No." He continues eating, then takes in my features. He must see some of my shock and surprise for he shrugs. "I was focused on protecting my country and now, on growing my company. I’ve never had time for anything else."
"And women?"
He takes another forkful of food, then places his utensil down. "What’s with all these questions?"
"Just getting to know you better, so I can draw up a more appropriate profile. That’s what this meal is about, right?"
"What does my profile have to do with my views on marriage and love."
"Because it’s supposed to attract the right woman, duh!"
"One has nothing to do with the other. What you need to put down is, I make a billion dollars a year, their monthly allowance is a million dollars, with another two million for each child they push out, and another five million for every year they stay married to me."
I purse my lips. "I’m surprised you didn’t specify two million for a male child and a million for a female child."
"I don’t differentiate between genders."
I scoff. "You only have a traditional view when it comes to the women who work for you."
"One woman in particular, yes."
I gape at him. "You’re not even denying the fact that you’ve treated me worse than anyone else in your employment."
"No one else has as much access to me. It makes sense that you see the unvarnished truth."
"Which is that you’re scared and hurting and striking out at everyone in sight?"
We stare at each other. To my surprise, he doesn’t protest. He simply looks at me with a steady gaze. "You came here to ask me questions, didn’t you?"
"The list of questions are in my bag." I begin to rise from my seat, but he shakes his head.
"Sit down."
My butt hits the chair.
"Ask me your questions from memory."
"But I don’t remember all of them."
"You’re wasting time. Also"—he jerks his chin toward my plate—"you’re not eating."
I pick up the burger and take a huge mouthful. The juiciness of the patty, the chewiness of the bread, the tanginess of the tomatoes, the fresh creamy taste of the coleslaw—all of the different flavors and textures fill my mouth. I close my eyes and moan around the mouthful of food, then take my time chewing it and swallowing it down. "It’s so good." I open my eyes to find he’s staring at my mouth, his jaw clenched. There’s an almost angry look in his eyes.
"Sorry, I clearly have no manners when it comes to eating."
He reaches out, then drags his thumb across the corner of my lips. He scoops up some of the coleslaw that’s dripped from the corner of my mouth, then brings it to his own and sucks on his digit.
The heat shimmering under my skin blazes into a forest fire. Every part of me seems to be awake, alight, more alive than I’ve ever been before in my life. I place the half-eaten burger on the plate, then snatch up the flute of champagne and down it. That only makes my head spin further. He places his fork down and tops up my flute.
"If I didn’t know better, I’d think you were trying to get me drunk," I murmur.
"And you and I know, I don’t need to get you drunk for you to allow me to do as I want with you."
I draw in a sharp breath. "I thought you said this was a working dinner?"
"And you said it was a date."
I stare at him, then chuckle. "Touché, soldier."
His own lips quirk, then he leans back in his chair. "Eat," he orders.
I focus on the food, take another bite, and another, and stop only when my plate is clean. He pours water into a glass and slides that over.
"Thanks." I take a few sips, then sit back with a sigh.
"Now ask your questions."
I resist the urge to roll my eyes and snap out a 'Yessir.' That’s only going to distract the both of us, and I need to complete the job I came here to do.
"What’s your favorite color?" I ask.
His forehead creases. "That’s what you want to ask me?"
"Humor me."
He looks skeptical, then takes another bite of his food, before placing the fork down. "Black."
"What a surprise," I mumble under my breath.
He arches an eyebrow. "You say something?"
"No, no, of course not." I smile at him sweetly. "Do you prefer to call or text?”
"Neither."
I frown. "Indoors or outdoors."
"Either, as long as I’m on my own."
I scoff, "What do you want to do on your next vacation?"
“Climb Uluru.”
I blink. It must be a coincidence he mentioned one of the must-do’s from my bucket list.
“Something you’ve always wanted to experience?”
“Swimming with dolphins.”
I gape at him, then shake my head. Another coincidence, that’s all it is.
"Dark chocolate or white chocolate?"
"Bitter chocolate."
Of course, it’s bitter.
I stifle a snort. "Pineapple on your pizza?"
"I hate pizza."
My jaw drops. "Who hates pizzas?"
He gives me that 'Knight look' which says, 'hurry up and get on with it, you’re wasting my time.'
"What is your hidden talent?"
The left side of his mouth curls. "Giving women orgasms."
Now, I do roll my eyes. "I walked into that one."
"You did." His smile widens, only a teensy bit. But it’s enough to light up his features. He looks younger, more innocent. Is this how he looked when he was younger? Before he went into the military? Before he was taken captive?
"Do you prefer to drive or be driven—" I raise a hand. "No, don’t answer that. What do you think about PDA?"
"What’s that?"
"Public displays of affection?"
"If you mean sex in a public place—"
I flush. "I don’t."
"But if you did, then, as you’re aware, I’m all for it."
Damn, he manipulated that question to his advantage. I need to think of something that he has no choice but to answer in a straightforward manner.
"What makes you angry?"
"People who waste my time," he growls in a pointed fashion.
"What makes you laugh?"
"You."
His eyes almost twinkled when he said that. I swear they did.
"Are you a forgiver or a forgetter?"
"Neither." The creases deepen from the edges of his eyes.
Damnit, think of a trickier question. Go on, you can do this!
"What is your idea of beauty?"
"You."
I frown. "Be serious."
"I am being serious."
"So, you want your wife to look like me?’
He rubs his finger under his lip, then shrugs. "Sure, why not."
"You could be more enthusiastic, considering how this is going to change your life."
"Not as much as it’s going to change her life."
I roll my eyes. "Favorite movie?"
"
Shark attack
."
"You’re joking!" I accuse him.
"Nope, I like sharks."
"That’s because you’re like them."
"Are you talking about my pointed teeth? Or the fact that I like to circle my prey before I move in?"
Is he talking about me? Am I the prey? I push the thought aside and ask my next question, "What book are you reading these days?"
"I’m not, but if I were, it would be Harry Potter."
I swear, hearts appear in my eyes, and I blink them away. "You want to read Harry Potter?"
"Sure, time I found out what all the fuss is about, don’t you think?"
"Personally, I prefer the fanfic."
"Fanfic?" A furrow appears between his eyebrows.
"Yep, especially the one featuring Dramione."
"That’s a character from the story I take it?"
"Actually, it’s the 'ship between two characters, Draco Malfoy and Hermione Granger."
"Ship?"
"I mean, relationship. The two are at each other’s throats all the time in the Potterverse; that’s the setting of the series."
"I guessed that," he says dryly. "And I take it Draco and Hermione hate each other in the series, but the fans want them to poke each other?" He touches the thumb and forefinger of his left hand and inserts the forefinger of his other hand through the gap created.
"Eww, you’re such a man."
His smile widens a tad more, before he seems to remember himself, and his features straighten again. "Any more questions before I get dessert?"
"We’re having dessert?"
"Yes." He rises to his feet. I rise with him. We gather our plates, and I follow him inside. I place mine in the sink and turn to find he’s pulling out another dish from one of the canisters.
"Whoa, that’s a chocolate brownie, my favorite." I frown. No doubt, another thing he found out from Abby.
He cuts off a slice, plates it in a dessert bowl, then adds a dollop of vanilla ice cream. He walks over to stand on the opposite side of the counter from me. He scoops up a generous portion then holds it up. "Open."
My pussy spasms on command. It’s just a word. A simple order. And he made it sound like pure sex. I realize I’ve been staring at him when he arches an eyebrow. I part my lips, and he slides the food between them. The rich taste of chocolate, mixed with the delicate floral taste of the vanilla pods, explodes on my palate. He dips the spoon into the dessert and brings it to his mouth. I watch as he pulls the spoon back, then licks off the dregs of the treat. The fires that ignited across my skin intensify. I shudder.
"You cold?"
I shake my head. "It’s getting late. I think I need to leave." I round the counter, head toward the coffee table, and pick up my handbag. I slide it over my shoulder, then turn and gasp, for he’s standing right in front of me.