chapter 11

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Eleven

Jason

“Okay guys, we need to make this quick. I’m

going straight to the airport after this is done,” I said as soon as I entered

my publicist’s office. Alvin was right behind me, typing away at his phone at

an inhuman pace. I assumed he was making sure everything was ready for our

arrival in Canada.

“Alvin,” Megan said as she got up from her

seat across from Tom. “You are waiting outside. Close the door behind you.”

After getting a quick confirmation from me,

he was out of the room.

“Okay. Lay it on me. What’s the damage?” I

took my seat in the middle of the leather couch, draped my arms over the back,

and forced my body to relax. This part of my job, talking about my image, my

fuck-ups…this was the part I hated deep in my bones.

Megan gathered some papers from her desk

drawer then took her seat again. They both had equally grim faces.

“What?” I asked when they glanced at each

other, obviously trying to decide who should go first.

A few seconds passed and Tom sighed; any man

would wilt under Megan McDowell’s hard stare. She was the best publicist out

there, the toughest of them all, but that didn’t change the fact that she was

the only woman Tom had a soft spot for.

“Megan got an email this morning and it

changes everything.”

“Explain.”

“Last week, did you have sex with Jennifer

Widner…in that alley, before the paps swarmed you?”

There was no use denying it. If I did, they

couldn’t do the job I paid them to do. So, I didn’t. “Yes. They couldn’t have

gotten any shots though. It was a close call, I’ll give you that.” I checked my

watch. “Anyway, you both saw the pictures from that night. It was implied that

we were having sex, but they didn’t get the shots. You already gave me a

lecture on it, Megan.” I stood up. “If this was just to remind me to behave in

Canada, there’s no need.”

“Sit down, Jason,” Megan ordered in a curt

tone.

Tom was rubbing his forehead; something

serious must have happened for him to show his discomfort so openly. Not much

stressed him any more after working for me from the very start of my career.

“What’s going on here?”

She handed me a piece of paper. It was a

copy of a single email sent to Megan’s email account.

I read the contents of it. Then I read it

again.

“Is this a joke?” I asked, raising my

eyebrows.

“Unfortunately, it isn’t,” Megan replied.

“You’re being blackmailed.”

I looked down at the paper in my hands

again. “For two million dollars?” I balled up the paper and tossed it away.

Leaning forward, I looked straight into Tom’s eyes. “If you’re playing me, if

this is something you two concocted together so I’ll get scared and clean up my

act, you tell me right now, Tom. If I find out later, you won’t be happy.

Neither one of you will.”

Tom’s jaw hardened and I saw his hands form

into tight fists. “You think I would do this to you? On top of everything else,

are you out of your mind too?”

“I’m not stupid, Tom. That alley was empty.

If someone was filming me having sex with Gemma, or whatever the hell her name

is—”

“You don’t even remember her fucking name?”

“I would’ve seen it,” I continued over his

rising tone. “Those paps came out of fucking nowhere

after

we were done.

By the time they got to us, it only looked like we were making out or

something.”

“Obviously someone was there, Jason,” Megan

countered and drew my attention from Tom’s angry face. “What good would it do

us to make it look like someone is blackmailing you? Stop acting like you know

nothing about this industry. Whether it was a pap or some stranger just walking

by, they have you on tape.”

“I’m not paying anyone anything,” I spit

out. “We don’t even know if they have what they say they have.”

“I replied to his email, asking for proof,”

Megan countered. “I’m hoping we’ll hear back today. As you’ve already read

yourself, if you decide not to pay, he’ll sell it to whoever pays the big bucks.

I’m sure they’ll be more than happy to take it off his hands. We will send

cease and desist letters, but once it’s online, you know that whatever you do

it will always be out there, and that will screw your career in a matter of

seconds. At this point, we’re beyond damage control.”

“Is this a new kink?” Tom piped up. “You

have to fuck them out in the open, where anyone can get a free show?”

“Watch it,” I warned him wearily, all the

fight seeping out of me.

Clearly not done with me, he got up from

his seat and started to pace in the expansive room.

“This is the fifth incident this year,” he

said, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “Only this year, Jason. The first few, we

managed to squash, but if there is a video and you refuse to buy it before it

goes to a tabloid or a news outlet, there is nothing,

absolutely nothing

we can do to sweep it under the rug this time. Do you understand what I’m

telling you?”

Stopping next to me, he continued on his

tirade. “Do you even grasp the fact that you’ve lost two projects? Two very

important projects with some big names, and you lost them because of the constant

negativity in the press. They aren’t talking about the movies you’re making.

And now this? You’re not a useless reality star, Jason. Stop acting like it. If

you were forty, I’d say you were going through a midlife crisis, but you have

no excuse for your recent behavior. None.” He waited for an answer, but I

wasn’t giving one. “What do you think will happen? None of the studio

executives are happy with you. The press junkets you were supposed to do? The

whole European tour for

The Witness

? You are kicked out. They don’t want

you to be the center of attention when you are supposed to be there to promote

their fucking movie. You’ll only go to the opening in London. You’re fucking up

your entire career.”

I said nothing. Up to a point, he was

right. Of course I knew that. I was literally fucking my career away for

nothing and I had no compelling explanation. I wasn’t damaged because my mom

had committed suicide, or because my dad had died from a heart attack while he

was in bed with a highly priced call girl. They didn’t have that kind of a hold

on me. They had been my biological parents and that was the end of it.

“I get it, and you are right, which is why

I gave you my word that I would cool it down.”

“Cool it down?” He laughed. “You’re not

getting it, my friend. Your little Olive’s movie? The one you are surprisingly

excited to be a part of? Forget about it. The second the public sees this video,

the studio will cut you out. I told you they had restrictions. They don’t even want

you to have a relationship while you’re filming and promoting their movie. Do

you think they’ll be okay with having your video out there while they are

getting ready to announce your involvement with the adaptation?”

I sat up straighter. “You told me yourself

they don’t want anyone else. They want me to play Isaac.”

“Yes, Jason.” He nodded and let out a

sarcastic laugh. “That’s exactly what I told you. I’m surprised you were

actually listening to me.”

He lost his smile and gave me a hard look,

waiting for something.

The meaning of what he was trying to tell

me finally sinking in, I sprung up. “She signed the contract, damn it! They

can’t give up on it just because I screwed up. This has nothing to do with

Olive’s book.”

“You’re right, it doesn’t. But what do they

care? Olive signing the contract means nothing at this point. It is just an

option. You know how these things work; let enough time pass and the rights

will revert to her.”

From the corner of my eye, I saw Megan rise

up and get on her computer.

“They only reached out to Olive Taylor

because I told them that I would get you on board. You’ve read the book. I know

you’ve read the book. Think about it for a second. It’s almost as if it was

written for you. Why would they want someone else when you are the perfect fit?”

Turning around, I faced him again. “What

the hell are you talking about?”

“Sometimes you can be so stupid,” he said,

groaning. He approached me as if he was nearing a dangerous animal. “You said

you were childhood friends with Olive, right?”

I nodded curtly. “I practically grew up in

the same house with her. Her brother was my best friend.”

“Yeah, well, I believe her inspiration for

Isaac was you.”

“No.”

“Why the hell not?”

“I don’t do drugs, I never did. You know

this. And Genevieve is Isaac’s friend. They never live in the same house. Olive

was…” Even though she had been my friend, I couldn’t quite say it. “Olive was

my friend’s sister. It’s different.”

He rolled his eyes. “So what? She is a

writer. She uses her imagination. That version of you does drugs. This version

of you fucks everything that moves. In public. That version of you is her

friend. This version of you was her brother’s friend. It’s the same fucking

thing! The movie isn’t about drugs. It’s about Isaac and Genevieve. Maybe she

wanted to write a happy ending for the boy she was in love with when she was a

kid. What the hell do I know?” Taking a breath, he lowered his voice. “All I’m

saying is, the execs wanted you because you were perfect for the role:

Hollywood’s troubled boy finally falling in love on the screen. Isaac is a

strong character; he would’ve changed things around for you. Opened up new

venues. I wanted you in this project because it was going to help your image in

the public’s eye if it was done right. You might see it as just another movie,

but the viewers would’ve seen more than that. In the end, they would’ve left

the theater thinking about all the heartache you’d gone through. Finally, they

would’ve seen a different side of you, someone who is capable of love.”

“Now you’re just trying to piss me off.”

“You think so? Show me one stable

relationship you’ve had in the last few years.”

I ran my hand through my hair and picked up

the pacing where Tom had left off.

“It doesn’t mean I’m not capable of love,

Tom. For Christ’s sake, why are we even talking about this? I’m just not

looking for anything serious, especially not with someone who is in this

industry. And don’t talk to me as if you don’t know my schedule. I don’t have

time for a serious relationship. It isn’t as if I never had any love interests

in the movies I’ve been in.”

“Don’t give me that. You’ve never been in a

relationship with this intensity—on screen. Sleeping with your costar while you

are running away from bullets and bombs doesn’t count.”

Megan waved her hand at us and her voice

stopped whatever Tom was about spew. “I think you guys need to see this.”

I reached her side right after Tom did. There

was a video on the screen. She clicked play.

We were all silent as we watched the forty-second

video.

“That’s it?” I asked once it stopped before

either of them could start up again.

Megan spun in her chair to face me. The

fire in her eyes was visible from that close. “That’s it? That’s what you have

to say?”

“It’s a fucking forty-second video some

creep took with his phone’s camera. What do you want me to say?”

“So,” she started, linking her hands in her

lap. “What you’re saying is, no one will understand that this is you”—she

glanced back at the screen—“clearly fucking Jennifer Widner’s brains out?

Because my eyes are working perfectly fine, Jason, and I can see your hips

pumping into her while her dress is scrunched up around her waist. I can almost

make out your dick going into her.” I winced—not exactly what you want to hear

coming out of your publicist’s mouth. “Or are you telling me you were just dry

humping her out in the alley? Because if you are about to suggest we tell the

media that, I’ll have to inform you that it won’t work because we can clearly

see the condom you are throwing away when you realize there are paps around.

Which is exactly when our little camera man zooms in on your face and then the

fucking CONDOM you

filled

.”

I flinched and got back to my seat without

making any further comment.

“Do we know if there is more to the video

than that?” I heard Tom ask Megan.

“It doesn’t say. Thankfully, there is no

sound.”

“I’m not paying him,” I said from where I

was sitting, interrupting them. I looked away from their blank stares. “I’m

sorry. I won’t do it. He can sell it to whoever he wants. I won’t make him rich.

For all I know, he will just forward it to everyone after he gets his money.”

Tom walked toward me and sat down. “Look,

Jason. This isn’t a joke. This will ruin you. If this had been the only thing,

you would’ve been fine. Hell, we would be laughing about it. But the pictures

with Zoey in your car and everything else before that… They won’t let this one

go that easily, not when they have proof like that.”

Leaning back, I looked at Megan. “You have

the best team in Hollywood. Do something. Hell, find me a good girl to date,

someone to go grocery shopping with at Whole Foods hand in hand every now and

then. Divert their attention from this. Jason Thorn dating someone would be

more of a shocking story than a blurry sex tape,” I added with disgust.

“Do you think everyone is stupid and won’t

see through the publicity stunt?” Tom asked, getting all worked up again.

“Every idiot is getting into a fake relationship these days. No one will buy it

with you.” His eyes flicked toward Megan, who was staring at me silently.

“Aren’t you going to say something?”

She shrugged. “He’s right; dating someone

won’t help you deal with all this crap. With the timing of this, they’ll see

right through it. However, if we find someone—”

A knock on the door interrupted her

sentence, and a second later Alvin’s head popped in. “We’re going to miss our

flight, boss. We need to leave right now.”

I waved my hand. “I’ll be out in five

minutes.”

When he closed the door, I gave all my

attention back to Megan. “You were saying?”

“You’re not going to like it.”

“So far you haven’t said anything I liked,

why change it now?”

“If we’re going to lie about a

relationship, we have to go bigger than that. You have to do something that

will pretty much swallow this whole thing up along with your previous

transgressions.”

“Out with it,” I said impatiently.

Tapping her long fingernails on her desk,

she let out a long breath. “We’ll have to find you someone to marry.”

I stared at her blankly. Then, looking at Tom’s

interested gaze, I laughed. “I think you’ve both lost it. I’m not paying you to

come up with a stupid solution like that. They won’t believe that I went ahead

and got myself a girlfriend, but they’ll believe that I married someone for

love? Do you even hear yourself?”

“You’re not paying the guy off.” She

shrugged. “So I’m telling you that having your pictures taken with a fake girlfriend

won’t make all this go away. You have to do something big and stop all of this

at once. And what does it matter to you? I’m not telling you to fall in love

with her. A fake girlfriend, a fake wife—it’ll practically be the same thing

for you. The only difference is you’ll have to live in the same house for a few

years.”

“Live in the same house? A few years?” I

laughed harder. “You’re crazy. Tom, you can’t possibly agree with her.”

“Do you have a better idea?” he shot back.

“The public’s perception of you has to change; if this is the way to do that…”

Glaring at them both, I got up from my seat

and walked to the door. I was tempted to fire them both on the spot, but they

were the best, and apparently I wasn’t in a place where I could do whatever the

hell I wanted any more.

I stopped by the door. “I’m not paying

anyone. Let him release it to whoever he wants.” Opening the door, I saw an

impatient Alvin lifting his brows and tapping at his watch.

“Jason.” Tom’s resigned voice stopped me

from moving farther.

“If this…

after

this gets out, you’ll

still get offers, but trust me they won’t be the same offers you’re getting

right now. You’ve been playing with fire, and frankly, you’re about to go up in

flames.”

My grip on the door tightening, I turned to

face the duo. Over the past few years, we had built a good relationship among us.

They knew who I was and where I wanted to go in this industry, and I always

appreciated their guidance. They had never cornered me like this. They always offered

me options.

“I want Olive’s movie,” I said to Tom. “Do

whatever you have to do to tie me to it. Leak the news today before this goes

out if you have to. I don’t care what you do, just do something so they can’t

back away.”

It was reluctant, but he nodded. “I’ll do

my best.”

To Megan, I said, “I don’t like your

solution, Megan. I get where you’re coming from, but…anyway, it doesn’t matter.

I have to think about it. I assume you don’t have any blushing brides ready for

me to choose from?”

Calmly, she shrugged. “I might have a few

names.”

“Of course you do,” I muttered. Ignoring

her, I continued. “When I get back from Canada, you can show me your list and

I’ll think about it more. That’s about all I can do right now.”

I turned around to leave.

“Jason, in Canada you have to—”

“Don’t worry, Tom,” I interrupted him. “I’m

not planning on letting anyone come near my dick. Not any time soon anyway.”